i can sense some disappointments.
There are some things that I don’t want to talk about. Some memories I don’t want to remember, some news I don’t want to hear, and some numbers that I don’t want to see. I am at this point where I regret putting so much time and effort on not so important things for the past 2 or 3 years of my college life. I am at this point where all I can is “I should have done better.” and there’s nothing I can do now but to strive harder and give my best shot knowing that in the end even my best would not be enough.
So here I am, I have 1 year to go. 1 year to pretend that I can make it, that I can do it even if I believe that I can’t. :|
#april2013
